This Day

Very rarely there's a time that you stop everything and ask now what?
Especially when you've had a guiding hand all the while
You think
Really think if you will be able to do it
But then you remember all the things that you've learned
Never compromise
Never forget your basics
Never doubt your creative talent
But most importantly never forget what made you YOU

It's time to move on
Am I sad?
Yes
But am grateful
For everything I've learned
For the opportunity
For having a guiding hand
Thank you

Ta Ta Goodbye IA

Frame of Mind

 

nlm u world

Typeface Jo?

A typeface I designed. Alas got over my inhibition of using technology in creating art. Designed Corel Draw.

when CS do their job :P

so once upon a time we go for a meeting and like all meetings it's pure bullshit except this time one CS person decided to yak more, neither he gave us a chance. here's how the session unfolded.

DISCLAIMER: while the events may be true, any lawsuits will not be entertained in a court of law.

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i am so bored i am so bored so super bored my mind is spinning in boredom don't know what to do how to get away from this cyclonic storm that is pulling me under i try to read but i know that's not what i want to do i want to be out there explore new places simply get away from this crappy stuff i am so bored i want to paint i want to take out my frustrations doing something i love how did things get this way how did i let anything else but my passion stand in my way this is not me this has never been me i am lost i know what i want yet i am lost there's no one to help me but myself most of the days it's like simply following a pattern since when did i become one to follow something anything anyone i hate this i really hate it and with the rain coming down i think i will drown who is there to help me there were days when crazy was good freak was good now it's like watching from the shadows am i going through a mid 20s crisis after all i will be 28 soon what have i done with my life there's so much to do and so little time i don't want to do everything that everyone does i just don't want to do it can't you understand i hate it i detest it so much that it rips the insides of me every time i have to do it how much longer do i have to wait there's no option you say things will improve give it some time well i don't want to give it any time why should i what should i do instead just watch life pass me by well one of these days i am not going to wait much longer i am just going to do what i do best i am going to follow my heart and screw all of you i am going after my dream and there's no telling me what to do.

If...

 

If I were
YOU
(fugly)
I would shoot
MYSELF

Killer!

overheard...
“I’ve not solved the problem that’s the problem”
- G3

Of late I’ve been:
filing my nails every 4 hours,
making faces at the computer,
staring at the black ball in front of me,
ogling at the ugly guy for no good a reason,
e-stalking people (some who I don’t even know),
typing then retyping the same thing over again,
spinning my wedding ring,
having the sudden urge to fight global warming,
scratching the lamp post,
making a death wish,
making a list of all the people (in my case clients) I would like kill,
eavesdropping,
uttering curses and profanities at the clock,
realizing facebook is so superficial,
wondering why people sitting next to each other tweet instead of talking,
stare at my phone wishing it would ring,
hating my phone when it rings,
wondering what Suri is up to today,
contemplating what’s in store on gofugyourself today,
starting things and not completing them,
infected with boredom!

braindead

done at the back of my notepad during the brainstorming sessions at work

Stuck!

In the wrong profession.
And hate it with a growing passion every single day.

my 6th of the 6th!

taking a cue from diti.
this pic is the 6th one from my 6th folder titles pics.


coincidence? but this is also my fave pic.
this cat is family - Tommy Leanne Dsouza. and she rules our home in goa. now that my bro and I are not staying at home any longer, this feline has become the apple of my mother eye!

Here are the rules:
1.pick the 6th picture from your 6th photo folder.
2.tell the story around it.
3.pass it onto 6 other people you like.

And these are my 6 fave people:

Peekacho, my adorable cute brother who does nothing but still manages to piss everyone off!

Knight of eden, the man makes sure I remind him to check my blog

Diti, for her super fantastic perspective on daily things and the idea to this post. I am truly in awe of your pics!

Monisha, for her crazy ramblings, age defying methods and inventor of the term "jango bango"

Tanaya, who disgusts the things I like, by default!

Yatin, who showed me where hard work can take you.

It goes like this

I am sleepy
No matter how much I sleep
I just never seem to be sleeping enough
After full nights sleep
I am still sleepy
I doze away in the train
I doze in the rick to office
The next few hours pass in a blur
Have coffee
And more coffee
But still am sleepy
What to do
I think I just need a shot or something
I just need something to take me off this sleep

change happened!

it did
finally
and i am
so glad
it did

change is good
change is different
change is scary
change is nice
change is skeptical
change is new

and change is
something
i should have
dome long time back!

time to say bye

so finally the day is here
and its not easy to say bye
and not be surrounded by colleagues who are now friends

so on this day
this is what my gtalk window looked like...
















and a poem by a fellow goan, selwyn aka sicko!

my kids & my cats

sudi

colour. color.

Bonnie