This Day

Very rarely there's a time that you stop everything and ask now what?
Especially when you've had a guiding hand all the while
You think
Really think if you will be able to do it
But then you remember all the things that you've learned
Never compromise
Never forget your basics
Never doubt your creative talent
But most importantly never forget what made you YOU

It's time to move on
Am I sad?
Yes
But am grateful
For everything I've learned
For the opportunity
For having a guiding hand
Thank you

No Facebook - Day 1

Staring yesterday, I gave up Facebook. I had no reason too, just put it down to boredom. I did not delete my account, however just got off it. Right now I have kept a target of a month. Let's see how it goes.

Those who know me, will also know what a technology freak I am. I cannot live without my smartphone and the compulsive need that I have to keep checking should I miss a single update. This got me thinking what update? I don't need to know what you are doing. Where you are partying. And how drunk you are. Or that your child has burped for the first time.

So when I posted my last bye-bye update this is what a few people had to say

Facebook is much a part of our lives. And I am not even from the generation who grew up with it. I was simply an early adopter. I think Facebook has been a part of my life the last 5 years.

This blog will now come to be a log of my daily rambling and survival techniques without Facebook. I know am sounding dramatic but yea sometimes it's just not possible to live without it.

So yes, starting yesterday there we like a million times I almost typed www.face... and pressed enter as it appeared in my cached dropdown. Damn! And almost every 10 minutes I checked my phone, on am impulse was going to click the Facebook button.

If you wondering if I got any of them withdrawal symptoms. Hell, yes!
And today morning I am still wondering what you could have been upto.

Delusions...

At times like these I feel like a total failure
Though no fault of my own
I wonder what and where I went wrong
A question to myself
With no answer I know will help
Am I angry?
Damn right I am
But am not going to blame you
It would have been nice if you would help
My eyes they say always have a story to tell
If you were listening
You would have seen the desperation and the sheer hell!

Spot

Believe

Things will change
After all Christmas is just around the corner

Phew!

It's been so long dear blog.

Sorry that I've ignored you but I will write more often, starting today :) 

What's with everything

And everyone? Every single person I know is popping kids. Fine have them but do not tell me that I need to have one. I didn't tell you to make one so quit butting into my personal affairs!

Two letters  FO! Oh wait dint you just do that?

My funda in life

From moleskin art

The two of us, then

me

From Drop Box

my brother

From Drop Box

watch this space for the two of us now!

These last few weeks
I simply hate
Nothing seems to come of it
But only working late

The love has gone
Now it’s simply hate
I don’t love what I do
You cannot force me to change my decision
But it’s true

I want to go
This is the end for me
That I know!

Everything Me

From moleskin art

What it is?

From moleskin art

Circles in my Head

nlm u world

Two Tones

Two tones of me... though I am not alone

From what seem to be dark

My better half emerges

Two tones of me... picture perfect isn't it!

Visual verses compiled by my husband :)

blank blank blank

i am so bored i am so bored so super bored my mind is spinning in boredom don't know what to do how to get away from this cyclonic storm that is pulling me under i try to read but i know that's not what i want to do i want to be out there explore new places simply get away from this crappy stuff i am so bored i want to paint i want to take out my frustrations doing something i love how did things get this way how did i let anything else but my passion stand in my way this is not me this has never been me i am lost i know what i want yet i am lost there's no one to help me but myself most of the days it's like simply following a pattern since when did i become one to follow something anything anyone i hate this i really hate it and with the rain coming down i think i will drown who is there to help me there were days when crazy was good freak was good now it's like watching from the shadows am i going through a mid 20s crisis after all i will be 28 soon what have i done with my life there's so much to do and so little time i don't want to do everything that everyone does i just don't want to do it can't you understand i hate it i detest it so much that it rips the insides of me every time i have to do it how much longer do i have to wait there's no option you say things will improve give it some time well i don't want to give it any time why should i what should i do instead just watch life pass me by well one of these days i am not going to wait much longer i am just going to do what i do best i am going to follow my heart and screw all of you i am going after my dream and there's no telling me what to do.

It's all about Me!

From moleskin art

Empty dreams

From moleskin art

Who am I?

From moleskin art

the year of the 28

I know its pretty early to make a list for my birthday but on 28-06 I will be 28!
28 on the 28th. Once in a lifetime… so I will mark this great day in my life by getting myself marked for life.

A tattoo, I think I will finally get. The eye of Ra + infused with elements from my fave rock band Iron Maiden + writings in the ancient language of Thoth

Secondly for those of you who are planning of getting me something. I am going to put you out of your misery. Get me ‘The Complete Calvin And Hobbes by Bill Watterson’. Yes those of you reading this can pool together and get it for me.