Can I CRY?

I don’t know what is wrong with me
Yesterday and today

I am feeling like…
Crying
Sleeping
Running away
Crying

Suddenly I am missing…
My Mama
My Papa
Tommy Leanne
My Peekacho (love you bro)
You

I am feeling like…
Crying

I am…
Fed up
Listening to senti music
Not eating
Losing interest
Lost in thought

I wonder…
What I want to do
If I can live without you
Where my life is leading
When I will get to walk down the aisle (this time not as a bridesmaid!)
When I will have my triplets

I no longer know…
What to do
What to say
How to behave
Where to go

What am I looking for?
Is it something?
Is it someone?
Is it someplace?
Is it just me?

I just want to CRY!

Can I Cry?