since i have been working here
ask me how has it been 
and i will tell you it is 
one helluva roller coaster ride
the high points of my career
awards, learnings, more awards, recognition, learnings...
and then there were some of the lows
struggling, learning, frustrated, hating what i was doing...
most i've been riding high,learning all the while
it was easy 
cos i did what i loved to do
i learned a lot 
from you, you and you
but it was also during this time 
i've realised 
i just cannot be diplomatic
i give my best when i have set on it
and i hate being told what to do, especially when i know it's going no where
more importantly 
i've learned to be me
some people hate me for the way i am 
but i just tell you things the way they are
there's no point in lying
and there's no point in doing something you do not love 
so what am i still doing here
after 3 years! i ask myself 
hoping to recapture 
the lost days 
when there was the 'u' still in the fun whilst working
hoping to find 
someone to teach me something new 
hoping to find
with the same dedication and support from others
hoping to see
a ray of light 
hoping, hoping, hoping...
but i don't think it will happen
i think it's time 
time to be the ray of sunshine 
spread the light someplace else 
spread my wings fly away 
get away from the comfort 
and face the challenges 
that world presents
i am ready
i wanna break free
i want to do something different 
may be i just want to get away 
surround myself with... 
new things
new ideas 
are you listening?!